Countdown to Brielle Day: Day One

*Sorry for the late posting, I wrote this on Monday!*

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Re-posting, just in case you missed it the first time. 

I hope you are all doing well. Today we are starting our random acts of kindness stuff (really having a hard time finding the right word) with a truck full of donations to charity. I’ve been in the process of cleaning out our house and streamlining our stuff to the bare minimum. It’s been great and freeing.

I do feel a bit weird calling it a random act of kindness since I feel like I’m gaining in this situation, but we’re going to roll with it. But hey, I wanted to do good things for Brielle’s birthday…and life has been busy, not to mention kind of painful, so here’s to doing the best you can! And I do have to say it’s so nice knowing we’re starting another year since Brielle died, without the things of our past cluttering up our life. I feel like I can breathe a little easier. As if my never ending to do list has shrunk and is almost manageable.

We will be doing something different each day of the week and then Saturday we will be celebrating! I’m excited for Saturday and plan on sharing some sweet videos and pictures of Brielle Bear and filling the day with happy memories of her.

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, I don’t want Brielle’s life to feel sad and I don’t want her birthday to be sad either. We were given a sweet blessing, that we were able to share with the world, and Saturday is a day that can be celebrated, because I know that I got to be the mommy of the sweetest little girl there ever was! And I’m not biased at all. 

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Did you guys know that most of you wont even read my posts unless I have a picture attached to them? Doesn’t matter what kind of picture either. Maybe I’ll just post memes that make me laugh, so that you can enjoy my humor while you read about my feelings. Then I get to laugh after I’ve written a serious post. 😉

I encourage you to participate in this celebration and if we all lived near to one another I’d want to celebrate with you all personally, but we don’t, so this is my way of bringing the party to you all. I hope this week and this coming Saturday is a little bit brighter for you.

We’ve cried together, laughed together, and grown together and I look forward to coming together again this week.

If You Like Pina Colada’s

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We had dinner at Red Lobster a few days ago. For those of you who don’t know, Brielle LOVES pineapple. It’s her favorite food. So I ordered a virgin pina colada and pineapple salsa salmon. She about lost her mind, she was so excited. It took her a few minutes to start swallowing after I started eating, but after she tasted pineapple, the dancing commenced!

Happy Baby

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Brielle was such a happy baby today! She was so happy when we woke up this morning and there was so much stretching and exploring to do. I was getting a little worried about her since she had set up camp on the right side of my tummy, and while she would move her legs, she wasn’t very interested in moving the rest of her body. Today, she was all over the place! She was throwing her arms around, kicking her little legs, moving from one side to the other and in all kinds of positions.

I hadn’t had any pineapple in about a week, and this morning she had some again. She was SO happy, she started dancing around the moment I started eating. She loves her pineapple. Tonight I made chicken stir fry with pineapple, onions, and red peppers. She danced for an hour after that meal! I gave her all of her favorite things in one meal! Plus we watched Star Wars: Return of the Jedi and she had so much fun listening and then we played some video games (we’ve got to nerd her out) and she helped Mommy fight the bad guys!

I talked to her all evening and she loved hearing my voice. I told her how much I love her and rubbed my belly and she pushed back with her little hands! It was a precious little moment for me and sweet Brielle. I love my little baby girl.